XV 1 FROM that other world of transfiguring thought wherein he sang the joy of earth revealed through "blood, brain, and spirit," one returns to his everyday existence. One returns to an overworked, underpaid, and as yet little appreciated author, struggling to support his ever more expensive family, dis- comforted by bradypepsia, and progressively deprived of exercise by his spinal affliction. This, and not much else, is what one finds in his letters of the early eighties. One thing which brought him pleasure was the institution, at the end of 1879, by Leslie Stephen, of the Sunday Tramps, a fellowship whose twenty-mile walks took them several times a year to the Box Hill country, where Meredith, though unable to share their exertions, delighted to join them for a beer-and-sausage lunch, and to entertain them at his home. In the list of members one finds the names of several of his most valued friends, Cotter Morison, Frederick Pollock, and R. B. Haldane among them. One also notes the names of Robert Bridges, W. Robinson, the famous gardener, and W. P. Ker, the eminent historian and dry wit. In the spring of 1882 he writes of them, "They are men of distinction in science or literature; tramping with them one has the world under review, as well as pretty scenery." But at that time he was in no condition for tramping. "The doctor interdicts writing. I just manage to do my morning's work. Any little in addition finishes me; for the seat of the malady is the pen." In September of that year he wrote to Leslie Stephen that he was "a bit stronger, less nerve- shaken after holding the pen in earnest for a couple of hours." He was trying to make progress with Diana of the Crossways, which, he hoped, would be serialized in The Cornhill. If things go well I shall have the story ready by the Spring, but I dare not forecast hopefully. I begin rather to feel that I shall write when I try--that is, in a manner to please myself,
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