house, and an automobile. Although I have worked in factories of various kinds, have shipped out to sea, and have been asso- ciated with radical movements, I consider myself basically middle-class in temper and outlook. Like most Americans, I am of the city but not for it, for the countryside but not of it (despite the fact that I live in it in preference to the city). Cer- tain segments of American society are as foreign to me as the warring Congolese tribes: the very rich, the migrant workers, café society. If I have not written of them it has not been be- cause I lacked curiosity, but rather because the opportunity to learn about them has not come my way any more than it has come the way of most middle-class Americans. My own Buffalo boyhood and predominantly white-collar adulthood have been for the most part as typical as my experiences in World War II, which I got through, like the majority of my generation, with- out shooting at anyone or being specifically shot at. But I saw ships go up around me, houses disappear, children die, all in that impersonal mechanics of destruction which we have been learning so well in this century, and it was in that war that I, like many others, really learned the meaning of boredom and of fear. 3. I am a Jew. My claim that this is another element of my typicality in mid-century America should not be taken as whimsicality. In my grandparents" time, at the beginning of this century, the Jew was thought of as two kinds of person, each of them "un-American" if not "anti-American": first, as a mysterious and frightening money-changer, akin to the Wall Street titans but not of them; second, as a clannish, poverty- stricken, crime-ridden, disease-infected, unassimilable foreign element (the magazines of the period included solemn discus- sions of whether, since there were so many Jewish pimps, pro- curers, muggers, and pickpockets, there was not something in- herently criminal in the Jewish character). Now, little more than half a century later, not only would such formulations be unthinkable (except in the hate sheets); not only has the Jew been replaced by the Negro and then by the Puerto Rican as bottom dog and supposedly congenital criminal; but the Jew- ish workingman has all but disappeared, and the suburban Jew has emerged in his place as the middle-class man par excel- lence, in a country that prides itself on being solidly middle- class. -xi- |