Magazine article New Statesman (1996)

Lez Miserable

Magazine article New Statesman (1996)

Lez Miserable

Article excerpt

"So, uh, what's your favourite drug?" I ask a sallow woman with pretty blue eyes.

She has just told me that she likes drugs, so I'm being polite. "Oh, that would have to be heroin. Heroin's really nice. But never do heroin."

My new friend, an ex-junkie, proceeds to list all the reasons why I should steer clear of smack. This is the highlight of my evening. I'm standing in a drizzly smoking area, outside a warehouse, being lectured to about the dangers of drug use. Inside, nearly every eligible young lesbian in London is doing her bit to make the walls sweat.

The lesbian scene has me by the balls. Yet every Hackney girls' night or Soho piss-up ends with me sitting on the night bus, face like chewed ham, listening to "Goodbye Yellow Brick Road". "That's it," I say to myself. "I'm retiring from The Scene."

A week later, I'm back for another healthy dose of gin and humiliation. See, submitting to the lesbian club scene is the only way I can surround myself with gay girls.

The advantage therein? Well, the chance of my being in the proximity of a person kind enough to sleep with me goes up 17 per cent. I've done the maths. Then again, me in a club is a bit like Nigel Farage in a Polski sklep. The only way to communicate with your fellow woman, when house music is invading your every orifice, is through the arcane medium of dance. When, like me, you don't so much dance as move weirdly, you have no voice.

If, on the other hand, it was socially acceptable to go up to a woman in a club and scream facts about tropical diseases in her ear, I'd be made. …

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