My Favorite Mistake: Stevie Nicks
Nicks, Stevie, Newsweek
Byline: Stevie Nicks
On the shrink who almost ruined her life.
The biggest mistake I ever made was giving in to my friends and going to see a psychiatrist. It was in the mid-1980s, and I had just gotten out of Betty Ford. I was feeling buoyant and saved and fantastic. But everyone said, "We're sure you're going to start using again. You should go to a psychiatrist." Finally, I said, "All right!" and went. What this man said was: "In order to keep you off cocaine we should put you on the drug that we're using a lot these days called Klonopin." Stupidly, I said, "All right." And the next eight years of my life were destroyed.
Klonopin is in the Valium family, but Valium is fuzzy and Klonopin is insidious because it's so subtle that you can hardly tell you took it. I got through 1986 and 1987. Thank God I'd already written the words for my record The Other Side of the Mirror. But what started happening was that if I didn't take it, my hands started to shake. I felt like I had a neurological disease or Parkinson's. I started not being able to get to Lindsey Buckingham's house on time, and I would get there and everybody was drinking, so I'd have a glass of wine. Don't mix tranquilizers and wine. Then I'd sing horrific parts on his songs, and he would take the parts off. …